Rabu, 22 September 2010

Just For Me!

I am more afraid of him loss,
every time I saw his gaze, I feel like a tear drop.
I am more afraid if I think I could not see his eyes again,

every moment, every time I looked at his face when he fell asleep,
and once in a while I stroked him face, hair, then give him kisses on the forehead,
I'm more afraid that if I can not give it all to him again.

I walked beside, along the road in his arms around me,
We joked together, recalled, and many more.
I often feed him when I wanted to spoil him, as well as he.
every night when everyone was asleep, and only I was still staring at my bedroom ceiling while thinking something about it, sometimes I cry when I think of things I did not want to happen to us.

god..
I so love him,
if I had to shout, asking you to not separate us?
cry hurt me should ask your mercy?
I really want to continue to reside in the warm hug..
in warm love..
in softness..

god..
Give him just for me..
Just for me!






aku makin takut kehilangannya,
setiap kali aku melihat tatapannya, rasanya aku ingin menitikan air mata.
aku makin takut jika aku berfikir aku tak akan bisa melihat tatapannya lagi,

setiap saat, setiap aku menatap wajahnya saat ia terlelap,
dan sesekali aku membelai wajahnya, rambutnya lalu memberinya kecupan di keningnya
aku semakin takut jika aku tidak bisa memberi itu semua padanya lagi..

aku berjalan disampingnya, sepanjang jalan di rangkul nya aku,
kami bergurau bersama, bercerita, dan masih banyak lagi.
aku sering menyuapinya saat aku ingin memanjakannya, begitupun dia.
setiap malam ketika semua telah tertidur dan hanya aku yang masih menatap langit-langit kamarku sambil berfikir sesuatu tentangnya, sesekali aku menangis jika aku memikirkan hal yang tidak aku inginkan terjadi pada kami..

tuhan..
aku begitu mencintai dia,
apakah aku harus berteriak, meminta kau untuk tidak memisahkan kami?
apakan aku harus menangis meminta belas kasih mu?
sesungguhnya aku ingin terus berada didalam peluk hangatnya..
dalam hangat cinta kasihnya..
dalam kelembutannya..

tuhan..
berikanlah ia hanya untukku.
HANYA UNTUKKU!



by: Risα Meliηdα ♥

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